No offense to anyone who love Omnimaga and to whatever positive impact that it might have gotten on the rest of the TI community, but I sadly have to conclude my TI programming career on this note:

"What if, back in 2001, I knew that I would devote the next 12 years of my life into working on Omnimaga, trying everything to make it great and friendly and contributing several TI-83+ RPGs and programs, only to constantly see someone or a group of people try in every way possible to nullify my efforts or to demotivate me from doing so?"


Then:
1) Omnimaga would never have opened
2) I would never have bothered learning to program for those $150+ calculators


I know that people like Omni, but if in 2001 I knew that every now and then I would have to go through the shit that some people (including some big community figures sometimes) gave me sometimes, then I would never have bothered about anything calc-related at all.

Now it's too late to come back, but if I had a wayback machine, I think that given the lack of respect I received tonight (mostly in private), instead of going back in time right before the Lua vs Ndless incident one month ago, I would just go way back in 2001 then TI community history would have been rewritten, with no trace of myself nor my contributions.


To the people concerned (I won't name anyone but you know who you are), continue like this, and maybe a wayback machine won't be needed, at one point (although since Omnimaga cannot be undone, now being under stable admin hands, only my posts/uploads would be lost, and I would need to redo four music album covers to change the logo). Otherwise, for the time being, those people are also undoing all the progress I had made on my mental state since December 23rd 2010 and it is clear right now that those people are trying to do everything possible to make me blow up.

The problem here is that DJO exploded once again.
He sees pejorative remarks whenever he is getting contradicted.
If this occurs too many times in a row, he feels guilty and wants to show the rest of the world he will suicide because he thinks everything he does doesn't deserve critisism, even if he knows he's not perfect.

That said, i'm pretty sure its a way of mind bareer : you're looking the world in a positive vector, and "bad" things are zero vectors.
Others see the world as a relative vector of exactitude : said bad things have to be reviewed, every single badly placed comma need to be announced.

Thus, the first kind of ppl feels stopped when receiving too many remarks in a row because they're not used to not push forward.
On the other hand, the 2nd kind of ppl don't see any problem in correcting false statement, even if they recieve those, because they're used to live in a relative world, both positive and negative.

DJ, take that in consideration : both those ppl are needed to grow a perfect world. If positive guys didn't exist, we would'nt grow. If relative guys never existed, the world would look like a non-sense where every mistakes is not said, where everything you do, even if its bad, receive compliments.
You are the complete opposite of the person you don't want to mention, remember that, this is not about him being perfect and you being piece of crap, no !

I don't want to commit suicide. The one time I was on the verge of doing it was on Dec 23rd 2010, and Eeems/Juju sent the cops at my home for a 18 hours trip to the hospital.

I don't want to do that again either... It was nearly Christmas and that was nearly traumatic for me, calling the police and all in the middle of the night and actually, I think I had a hard time to make them understand what's going on... But at the end I was glad I did that, just to save my friend. DJ, you're pretty much my best friend I don't want to lose you... And neither anyone here.

Also harassment is serious business and shall be dealt with seriously, even if it's at the cost of losing an important partnership on Omnimaga.

Oh okay. Thought those cases were linked.

Your exact terms were "If it doesn't stop I will suicide".

I can't find this quote (or anything else meaning the exact same thing) in my posts above

Google Translate fail, I think.

Yes, I recall seeing it too, but I guess it was on Ti-Planet.
And YOU did, in the post that got removed say "Thank you for trying in every way possible to make me feel suicidal and killing myself."...