Glad to see you back! I was getting worried you were kinda fading away from the TI community
(something common when people are around 18)
Try to not worry too much about real life stuff, though and remember you still have friends who are here for
(rickrolling) you
Altough when feeling down motivation is usually at its lowest too, I have noticed sometimes I can manage to get myself to do something anyway, like coding and that get me carried away from stuff I worry about for a while. Listening to music doesn't seems to work very well, though, for some reasons, and certain games won't either, it seems.
Either way, I still hope you get a job soon, though, just continue hunting for them and don,t worry about going back to places you alerady applied to months ago. I still hope to see you around, though... and eventually a Nyaar Demo/complete release