Post by: CureDesu on December 26, 2006, 10:34:00 am
| QUOTE |
| Hi Just to let you know, if i seems to be gone at one point all of a suddent it will prbly not be only because i left the community, but because I'll prbly be gone from the world as well. I am suffering and people doesnt seems to understand and i dont think I have anymore choice. Everything is going wrong for me, and I only cause trouble and mess, both IRL and online, with my attitude and my over-sensitiveness i mean, and i cannot do anything about it. Some people would want me to change right away, but this is impossible. This evening after work I will see how I feel, but if i still don't feel good it will prbly be the last words from me, and I'Ll probably never get the chance again to read your replies to this message, as I'll not be part of this world anymore. I do not like myself how I am, and I feel it would be best for me to end all this. Sorry again for the trouble I may have caused, hopefully I'll see you again if I feel good this evening. Otherwise, it has been fun with you and I am happy to have meet you, even though only online, and I hope you continue having fun in real life and at Omnimaga and good luck in your future projects. |
I was upset with this, as I care for omnimaga, and xlibman. This is a thread for everyone to show there support for xlibman, and not to hurt himself.
We care for you Kevin, come back to us.
Post by: rivereye on December 26, 2006, 11:17:00 am
Post by: Spellshaper on December 26, 2006, 11:36:00 am
What shall I say?I am really concerned about you xlibman and what has been happening to you...
What you are proposing is not an option you should even consider.
We all have our little shortcomings and portions of bad luck.
We accept you as you are and want you to come back and join the bunch of us. We really do. We want you to come back. We want you to simply be with us. :)
Post by: Netham45 on December 26, 2006, 11:47:00 am
Post by: dinhotheone on December 26, 2006, 01:21:00 pm
Post by: bfr on December 26, 2006, 01:28:00 pm
Post by: rivereye on December 26, 2006, 01:35:00 pm
Post by: necro on December 26, 2006, 01:43:00 pm
| QUOTE (dinhotheone @ 27 Dec, 2006, 0:21) |
| Xlibman, though i've only been a part of this community for a few months now, i feel that losing you would be one of the worst things that could happen. Your view that you only cause problems is completely false as you are the founder and leader of this great community and without you, none of this would exist. It is my hope that you can overcome your suffering and continue to lead omnimaga but if not i wish you luck wherever else your ventures take you. |
that reflects my sentiments quite well. Kevin, you are a large part of this community and I hope you will stop beating your self up over nothing. Don't make mountains out of molehills...again and again people say how they didn't take things they way you though they did, et cetera. So, chill , there is no need in taking things so seriously.
Post by: Yoshy Ryu on December 26, 2006, 02:01:00 pm
We worry about one another, but sometimes we hide our feelings because we don't wanna hurt our "image". Think it over and you will find out that living is a way better option.
Post by: bfr on December 26, 2006, 02:50:00 pm
Post by: kirbykook on December 26, 2006, 03:14:00 pm
We all care about you and, even though I can admit I don't know you as well as some other people, you do not cause the trouble you think you do.
Think of your friends and family...don't go...
Post by: Halifax on December 26, 2006, 05:05:00 pm
Sadness would fill omnimaga
Chain reaction would start
All hell would break lose
TI community would be short one legend
World with xlibman:
Happiness roams once again
Serene peaceful would fill omnimaga
TI community != TI community - 1
We wouldn't have to tell you how very very very much you mean to us
Post by: Lionel Debroux on December 26, 2006, 10:43:00 pm
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Post by: Radical Pi on December 27, 2006, 05:21:00 am
Every time I did that, something like this happens here, and I'm getting tired of missing all the fun.Don't leave Omni. Don't leave the community. And please don't even think of leaving the world.
Take a vacation. Get into spirituality or meditation or something that can help make you feel better. Online dating. I don't care, just get happier!
Being one of the community's main legends could make you think that we have uber high expectations for you, but I don't. I only expect you to be the helpful guy you always have been.
So goodbye, if that's how it's going to be.
But if it isn't, and I hope so, then Good luck for tomorrow.
Post by: elfprince13 on December 27, 2006, 05:42:00 am
please dont do anything drastic kevin, Im not sure if you realise this but losing someone to suicide is incredibly emotionally damaging. several of my friends have tried, and its the worst feeling in the world. we love you. your family loves you. dont do this.
Post by: Weregoose on December 27, 2006, 08:08:00 am
Post by: SilverCalcKnight|_ on December 27, 2006, 09:08:00 am
I've had a rather tough life, as you would know, and I was contemplating ending it all as well. But your example saved my life. I realized what a horrible world it would be without the one known as Kevin Ouellet, and I decided that it would be just as horrible without SilverCalcKnight. Even though I haven't contributed nearly as much as you have, a lost life is a lost life, and suicide ends the problem for you, but it opens a closet full of dreadful nightmares for your family and friends..
If you can, I suggest you seek music. As in, learning to play an instrument. Find an instrument you've always wanted to play, and lose yourself in it when you're feeling down. I took up the electric bass, and whenever I'm feeling depressed, I just jam with it till I can't remember why I'm depressed anymore. It's also good to find others and start a band. Don't worry about finding gigs, don't worry about consistently practicing, just play music together.
Music heals.
-=SilverCalcKnight|_=-
Post by: necro on December 27, 2006, 05:25:00 pm
| QUOTE (Radical Pi @ 27 Dec, 2006, 16:21) |
| As always, I picked a great day to not go online. XD Every time I did that, something like this happens here, and I'm getting tired of missing all the fun. Don't leave Omni. Don't leave the community. And please don't even think of leaving the world. Take a vacation. Get into spirituality or meditation or something that can help make you feel better. Online dating. I don't care, just get happier! Being one of the community's main legends could make you think that we have uber high expectations for you, but I don't. I only expect you to be the helpful guy you always have been. So goodbye, if that's how it's going to be. But if it isn't, and I hope so, then Good luck for tomorrow. |
why not pron or some warez? Kevin, I am glad to see your back and hope you are well.
Post by: Snake on December 28, 2006, 03:37:00 am
I received the email on my cellphone while I was at my cottage...
hell! you've done so much, dont go wasting it all.
some people DO care for you.
at least I do, WE do.
Post by: graywolf on December 28, 2006, 09:26:00 am
Post by: spengo on December 29, 2006, 08:25:00 am
Get a gf! >:0 I swear girls would totally go for you 'cause not only are you fairly sexy (not as sexy as me though!) but you're all into these emotion thingies and da girls like that. Don't be afeared to ask them out! Radical pi mentioned online dating too if you're too chicken.
Post by: DJ Omnimaga on December 29, 2006, 12:55:00 pm
anyway if someone need something tenniskid/tifreak8x are always here, I'll manage new members registration if any tho, as i disabled the sign up form (since this christmas has been marked by quite big spambot attacks elsewhere and i don't take any chance)
Post by: DSP_Lord on December 30, 2006, 07:52:00 pm
Post by: DJ Omnimaga on December 31, 2006, 02:23:00 pm
Post by: elfprince13 on December 31, 2006, 04:36:00 pm
| QUOTE (spengo @ 29 Dec, 2006, 14:25) |
| Pfft, only noobs commit suicide. Gotta be the single most lame way to die. Everyone here, myself included, thinks ur not a noob. I dunno why you're all depressed and stuff, maybe you got pwned by something, but if you ask me instead of being sad you should be all like, training and getting ready to pwn anything that comes your way the next time. Get a gf! >:0 I swear girls would totally go for you 'cause not only are you fairly sexy (not as sexy as me though!) but you're all into these emotion thingies and da girls like that. Don't be afeared to ask them out! Radical pi mentioned online dating too if you're too chicken. |
o.o
That has got to be some of the strangest phrased emotional advice Ive ever seen--although its very true.Im glad your back xlibman