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Hi Just to let you know, if i seems to be gone at one point all of a suddent it will prbly not be only because i left the community, but because I'll prbly be gone from the world as well. I am suffering and people doesnt seems to understand and i dont think I have anymore choice. Everything is going wrong for me, and I only cause trouble and mess, both IRL and online, with my attitude and my over-sensitiveness i mean, and i cannot do anything about it. Some people would want me to change right away, but this is impossible. This evening after work I will see how I feel, but if i still don't feel good it will prbly be the last words from me, and I'Ll probably never get the chance again to read your replies to this message, as I'll not be part of this world anymore. I do not like myself how I am, and I feel it would be best for me to end all this. Sorry again for the trouble I may have caused, hopefully I'll see you again if I feel good this evening. Otherwise, it has been fun with you and I am happy to have meet you, even though only online, and I hope you continue having fun in real life and at Omnimaga and good luck in your future projects.

This is sad...   What shall I say?
I am really concerned about you xlibman and what has been happening to you...
What you are proposing is not an option you should even consider.
We all have our little shortcomings and portions of bad luck.
We accept you as you are and want you to come back and join the bunch of us. We really do. We want you to come back. We want you to simply be with us.

Xlibman, though i've only been a part of this community for a few months now, i feel that losing you would be one of the worst things that could happen. Your view that you only cause problems is completely false as you are the founder and leader of this great community and without you, none of  this would exist. It is my hope that you can overcome your suffering and continue to lead omnimaga but if not i wish you luck wherever else your ventures take you.

yes, Omnimaga === xlibman.

Come on now dude, if ya die wouldn't that cripple the foundation of this forum, not only that but your family?

We worry about one another, but sometimes we hide our feelings because we don't wanna hurt our "image". Think it over and you will find out that living is a way better option.

Don't do that. It is not the right way out.
We all care about you and, even though I can admit I don't know you as well as some other people, you do not cause the trouble you think you do.
Think of your friends and family...don't go...

Think of your family and friends... don't hurt yourself please.

It might be that there were some misunderstandings or something like that but I don't think that anyone in this community wants you to die or something like that - I hope you won't forget that...