After various events and how I was treated by people I trusted before, it is becoming clear that I have no hope around here anymore. Due to my state of mind, I feel that I am a danger for the TI community, and I think people like tloz128, willrandship, Qwerty.55, Jonimus, toxic_kitten and leafiness0 were right where they said things like how I should just deal with comments such as a certain e-mail that some of you saw. Since those people are aware of how I am, but still said that, in other words this basically means that I am a worthless human being.

Because my mental issues are only going to get me more and more haters as time goes on, and that those issues will not improve over time (they have deteriorated since 2009, as I am going to mention in another topic soon), it is clear that my only way to salvage what remains of my reputation, to save the site and to protect everyone, is to go away.

While I feel welcome by a lot of people, my behavior has caused certain others to make me feel unwelcome anymore, and whenever I am around, I am just ashamed of myself.

I am sorry for the drama I have caused over the year and recently, but I am afraid I cannot promise this won't happen again in the future, so I have no hope.

After I am going to post my other topic in the spam section, which I talked about in my previous news regarding my eventual departure, this will be farewell from me.

An admin will have to announce the 3rd part of the contest on front page on July 15th, and select judges for each part. Once the contests are over, he will have to e-mail me so I know won, so I can send the contest prizes.

I am so sorry to hear this DJ_O.  I am sure I talk for a lot of people, we love you and will miss you here.  You have contributed so much to the calculator community.
It is sad that some people make you feel unwelcome because of any mental issue you have.  With all that you have done for us they should have much more respect for you.
We will miss you so much. I wish you well.

Once again, I was really not referring to DJ_O when I made those comments,

[15:23:35] <+OmnomIRC> (O)<leafiness0> why do we need to care
[15:23:36] <+OmnomIRC> (O)<leafiness0> seriously
[15:23:47] <+OmnomIRC> (O)<leafiness0> we're like frickin dragging politics onto a calc site
[15:23:48] <+OmnomIRC> (O)<leafiness0> who cares

I totally see how some people would see this as offensive, and once again I apologize to DJ_O and all who might have been offended by it. I'm really sorry DJ_O chose to leave, and this calc site is going to be much worse off without him.

We love you, DJ_O.  You aren't a danger to the community, you are one of its greatest assets.  Look at all you've done.  Look at the website you've raised on your shoulders.  You are amazing, and we will never forget that.  In my eyes, you are the best of the community, the cream of the crop, and you will be missed like no other.

:'(

DJ, I will miss you, and I hope you will visit still sometimes.

Good luck with everything else!

As I have said before the decision is yours if you stay or go. Personally I think you have done better in recent times. You have many friends here, people that accept you for who you are, regardless of your faults. No one is perfect, we all just have to try and do the best we can. And I NEVER EVER want to hear you say you are worthless, understand? =)

Quote from: Art_of_camelot on July 08, 2011, 08:23:14 am

As I have said before the decision is yours if you stay or go. Personally I think you have done better in recent times. You have many friends here, people that accept you for who you are, regardless of your faults. No one is perfect, we all just have to try and do the best we can. And I NEVER EVER want to hear you say you are worthless, understand? =)

I agree,
you are more helpful than me... lol
You made omnimaga THAT is not useless


EDIT Happy 25th Birthday, Kevin

Don't want to offend you, but I think you should put a fullstop on the end of your sentences (which you many times don't). Also comma's and capital letters make a post more 'clean' and easier to understand.