What? You are leaving? Please don't!

I will start my own calculator/music forum as soon as I have time to set one up.

Wait, you are going to make a new calculator site? Great !

Bump. Edited DJ_O's post.

Yay!

I was almost sad that I never got to meet you on the forums, but you are back? or not. which one?

he has been leaving and returning so probably staying and you can also find him at http://cemetech.net/

I actually had my account desactivated there (although it still exists, along with my 1000 posts) because I'm rather volatile when angry and there is one person in particular there that just wouldn't leave me alone regardless of the discussion. I took no chance, since I always had the temptation to login there to participate to discussions or chat with Kerm and a few others, which kinda sucks since it's like the 2nd calc site I visit the most.

I would probably not have done this if it was possible to turn SAX off there along with blocking certain users from sending me PMs, though. On Omni I have OmnomIRC disabled, for example, although I did not block the person in question because his Omnimaga account was deleted over a month ago.

Also just as a side note, normally farewell posts from me should not be taken for granted. The older members know that, but not the newer ones. It's often said out of anger, after several bad things happens in a row (some of which are sometimes not even related to the Internet). The only thing to worry about is that since the past 6 months or so, my activity has been dwindling, so now I'm around, but no matter if I am in the middle of a break or not, I am not so active. Sorry for any blow up that might happen. I planned to explain some stuff in a new topic at one point, but I just never feel like writing it because it requires lot of thought to write such long post, so I'm just gonna say this about my sporadic leaving/absences now. And yeah it did get worse over time, especially the last two months.

Well an issue though is that even for some of the older members, some stuff I did wrong happened so often that it probably alienated them or made them start giving up on me, if not already done with me. The major issue that I discover more and more is that I don't even fully know myself completely. There is some of my behavior that occured in the past and recently that I was unable to explain before. Also as you noticed (or not, since some happened in private) I have worsened, and I still have no clue how much deeper I will fall in the pit. I knew this would happen for over 2 years, however, although I was convinced it would have happened over a year ago. Anyway I will keep this for another topic so I do not need to re-explain everything over and over.