I'm quite sure DJ_O will email me some programs if I ask, if I promise not to publish them.
It just that people who don't deserve to play his game/programs aren't able to.

the thing is, DJ, I think by doing what you did showed weakness to those who were trying to dropkick your emotions.  While I know you can get moody at times and make rash decisions (like many other normal people, myself included) showing weakness will just make these trash people snicker.  I say however there is still time to preserve your pride.  Just repost the files, and simply state to the trashy people that you'd rather just leave omnimaga's administration rather than put up with their stench.

But if you choose not, those of us who do know you as a proud and great person will always remember you as one of (and perhaps the biggest) the TI community's great contributors.  To tell the truth, I'll side with you no matter your choice, you're a good person who would rather take pain than inflict it on others, and a much bigger contributor than all of the people slamming you.  So, to whatever your final choice will be, cheers to your good decision in advance.  I'm still loyal to you, despite the trouble I sometimes cause you (of which I hope you can forgive me for).

Extremely well said, Ashbad.  DJ, I agree with everything he said, especially that if you re-post the files, you'll prove to them that you're stronger than your bashers.  I will stand by you with whatever you decide, though.

I understand your concern, but the removal of my file was planned for a few weeks already and I really had enough. I know it sounds like I am surrendering to trolls but they do not deserve these files, and I want to see improvement before putting them back up. However, even then, ticalc is gonna get tired of redeleting my files only to put them back up later. I think now it's over. I need a year or two to clean my mind from what happened in the past 2 weeks and also the past months and see how things goes. The files may return on Omni earlier, but for now they're gone.

I would also prefer to not be emailed for the files. I'll not reply. I only answer requests on a volunter basis and it's not even guaranted I'll remain active.

Well the thing is that the two people in question are not trolls, they are legitimate Cemetech contributors that unfortunately happened to be careless on the recent issue, if not selfish. Out of anger, I was unnecesarrily rude to them afterward, and I am sorry about that (and my Cemetech bashing that ensued for the same reason afterward), but it will take me several months before I recover from it.

As for my file removal, if you haven't noticed, about 90% of the new users we got in the past months were troublesome users or users that barely do any effort to respect other people. Although to a lower extent for the second category, that's the kind of people that I think that don't deserve access to my files, and sadly, they form the majority of the current generation of TI gamers. In other words, not many good users will be affected by this, especially that most already played the games long ago. My files will be back in a certain form here eventually, but outside Omni it's gonna be like in 2008, during the last wave of troublesome/careless users.

On a side note, if you never checked my profile on ticalc.org, it's not like my games were even downloaded that much anymore anyway: Most got about 1-3 downloads a week at most, the only one that had at least 10 were Zelda DLQ and Axe Tunnel. Given the amount of bots online these days and the fact the same person might download dozens of files at once, I have serious doubts this will make much difference in short term. Maybe it's just me, but after everything I did for the community without bad intentions, I feel I did not deserve the crap from a bunch of people lately, and this is my response to this.

For #cemetech logs you can maybe ask in there, but I am unsure if people are allowed to give someone logs without Kerm's permission. However, unlike a certain 68k TI programmer that got banned from yAronet, I doubt Kerm would have similar issues as him with logs distribution.

@DJ, I appreciate what you said. #cemetech is not a logged channel, though.

I guess I mainly wanted quotes of what they were saying, and by reading the #cemetech logs I could see the whole thing play out.