Concentrating on bad stuff in this way is not good...
With me, it was quite similar in elementary school, I couldn't take any criticism, regardless at whom it was directed... got detention often.
The big bang came when they threw me out in 3th. class and my friends all left me... since then I try to keep those sudden floods of emotion to myself... (note: I was taken to a test for secondary school then, passed and went to secondary school then *blink*)
That didn't and still doesn't do any good to me though, since the tension is there, but now way to let it out... So I was in psychatric treatment, but as it is often the case, psychologists suck...
I found my own way of dealing with it then: Drawing and writing, mostly the latter. I may not be good in it, but at least I don't go kaboom from people getting flamed or verbally beaten down.
Btw: good that SMSD is not dead
Take your time
Think alot
Think of everything u got. ^_^!
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Spellshaper greets Kevin and wishes him the best. Just let us know if u feel anything specific is wrong!