IM A FIRIN MY LAZAR AT leafeness0! (for beating squigetx (although tag was my second vote if I could vote twice))

Hi to the forums users I did not have the chance to talk to in a while and thanks for the support.

Unfortunately due to life circumstances regarding my uncertain mental state, leaving on July 8th was pretty much necessary. In fact, two days after my departure I had one of those usual blow-ups most of you saw before and emotional breakdown, but the problem is that it occured even though absolutely nothing much wrong happened to me the two days after I left. I know some family members have issues, and that incident after I left made me fear even more that I was developing those extra mental issues. As a result, I decided to wait for a few weeks to see how I'll feel, to see if this would happen again. Finally this happened only once more, but less bad.

I will not go into details here about those mental issues from my family, but I think the reason why I had those extra periods of insanity and loss of mind were because of the loss of a great friend that occured a few weeks prior my departure, because it no longer seem to happen at that level. Also if I had what I thought I got, I would be several times worse. That said, maybe I DO have those issues, but to a much lower level than that family member.

Basically this means I cannot promise I won't blow up again in the future, and I still gotta remove myself from places at risk. However I might be able to eventually return to my former forum activity level, at the possible cost of my IRC activity. Also regardless of my activity level, I do not want to be in charge of the website anymore, so I would prefer to remain a regular member for now. I could possibly help a bit on some things like news/articles posting/editing in the future, although I do not know at which rate. As of now my work vacations are ending soon and I'll be busy next week, so there are chances that my next few posts will still only be music upload notifications.

Also it might take a while before my activity returns to its full level, if it ever does. However it could have been much worse: Had I really gotten extra mental issues adding up on my already existing ones, I would have never been able to return on the site again and I think I might have even been forced to stop working forever eventually. Now I hope I am really safe in long-terms, so I can still contribute here for a long while.

Remember that despite not having developed extra issues, I still have the ones I already had, though. We have to face the reality. I try to do my best to control my emotions but I cannot promise things like all-caps spam won't ever happen again, and I am sorry if it does.

EDIT (Wow did I really make 3 new songs since I left? I was on a roll it seems, like in 2007 or 2008)

YES I conf (crieng on the floor) when you left

Cats. I think I have a bit of an obsession.

me too

Calc. Definitely. It (ususally) does what ever I tell it to, it doesn't make sound unless I want it to, no shedding, it can fit in my pocket, I can make it "sleep" whenever I want it to, it requires no cleaning, and best of all, I can play games with on it.

lol yeah I sleep with my calc and "sometimes" play AXKE or stickninja  or any game or fourvid (plays the video never gonna give you up video no sound)



EDIT should we all post pics of our pets I will

I dont know I will check

EDIT 3 min 32 seconds

EDIT2 Actually the error is cannot find bin.bin

EDIT3 I changed the length to 45 seconds converting now

EDIT4 ERROR Value was either to small or to big for an unsigned byte? any suggestions?

EDIT5 help anyone?

EDIT6 so many edits  

EDIT7 any people who are not registered and know what to do please register and post what to do

If we're going to start talking about explosions, then we can't leave out the game that has probably 100 times more explosions than any other game.

Geometry Wars!! (Don't worry, I hacked it to start off this hard)

PM me the hacked version

Tag=Awesome!
I love your game! The puzzles are very fun, and it hasn't crashed yet. I really like the title screen. When I first saw it, I thought my calc had crashed

lol yes It is awesome

I play minecraft free version will buy full after b-day