That would be nice, but why do you usually vanish for several months even during school vacations? Is it due to sporadic interest or something? 
Kinda. I am frustrated with my lack of progress in understanding programming languages. I feel like I don't know enough, and where to start/continue. I have some great ideas, but when it comes to programming I don't get it. It's not beyond my capability but a few reasons.
1. I'm lazy
2. I don't know what commands I can use
3. I don't know how to do something with the commands I can use
4. I get demotivated
5. I look at source code, but I really only half understand it (except for most of the code I write myself)
6. Perhaps I'm too afraid to ask for help these days...
I'm no longer in school, and I have lots more time during the Uni semester than I would have during school, so it's really no excuse of me.
sigh.
